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Oct. 13th, 2008 | 09:33 am

100 Things To Finally Kill This Journal

100. I have a constant stream of change within myself that shows no sign of slowing.

99. I don't think drugs are all that bad.

98. Some of the people I used to be close with have stayed the same.

97. Sometimes I don't feel bad about using gasoline because I figure that the world is going to perish somehow.

96. Sometimes I think solar energy would be pretty cool.

95. I go to school, but damned if I ever graduate.

94. Journalists spend too much time trying to preserve the past.

93. I like cold water, but lately my teeth have been aching.

92. My family doesn't really understand the things I do.

91. I don't believe in The Bible.

90. The Unbearable Lightness Of Being is a good fucking book.

89. There's no doubt in my mind that our government is corrupt and did this to us.

88. I don't think logically, and I don't live in reality.

87. I haven't had sex in 11 months.

86. I never finished that Chuck Klosterman book.

85. Winnie The Pooh was one of my favorite shows.

84. I put 40% Glycolic Acid on my face and my acne doesn't go away.

83. When I go to college, I'm never coming back.

82. Some people intimidate the hell out of me.

81. I really wish I saw MGMT with Beck last weekend.

80. I still have hash cookies.

79. My cousin grew a beard and moved to Royal Oak, now my family calls him Grizzly Adams and I have more respect for him. His girlfriend is Vegan and my Grandma doesn't understand.

78. Sometimes I just like to be fucking serious.

77. Australia is the safest place in the world.

76. Wine doesn't taste all that great.

75. My sister finally found my hat. I was looking for that hat for months.

74. I have too much time to not waste.

73. Eating out in this town means running into one person you like and two people you dislike.

72. I'm a faggot.

71. Brian Wilson is a factor is much of my decision making.

70. I don't like making decisions.

69. I would not have sex with Craig Owens.

68. I don't really like Deerhoof that much, but they're quintessential enough to waste a Saturday evening.

67. M.I.A. is pregnant and her father is a terrorist.

66. I've gotten lost before.

65. Carmen Sandiego used to frighten me.

64. I'm not sure who I am going to miss.

63. Sylvia Browne is one of the only psychics I would trust.

62. My dog barks a lot but I love her.

61. School Spirit is not my forte.

60. I can understand why people sometimes stress their intelligence, especially here.

59. I haven't faxed my transcripts yet.

58. I don't like touching paper after I just washed my hands.

57. I don't know how I'm still here.

56. I love getting post cards.

55. I don't watch the news anymore because I don't trust it.

54. Boys in the UK just seem to be prettier.

53. The Catcher In The Rye was a good read.

52. I straighten my hair.

51. I'm a minimalist.

50. Our library is conservative.

49. Math is the language of the universe and all we ever want to do is talk it out to extinction.

48. If you don't like poetry, you don't listen to music.

47. I am going to paint over my closet doors.

46. I light incense, but my mom is allergic.

45. I don't know shit about cars.

44. Bon Iver made me cry.

43. I think I am going to be Jim Morrison for Halloween, and then all the girls will have sex with me.

42. The X-files explains it all.

41. I am going to meet you one day and we will have a gay ole time.

40. Winter depresses me sometimes.

39. Everyone wants to be part of a rebellion.

38. IKEA is a wonderful place.

37. Cetan Clawson is an unrealistic realism.

36. I am self conscious.

35. I like leaky ink pens.

34. Forests are enchanted.

33. Waiting is pointless, and I might jump off this wagon.

32. There is no such thing as money.

31. I misunderstand some things.

30. It's not even 11:00 in the morning yet.

29. Beirut is a beautiful thing.

28. Some birds scare me, some don't.

27. I will meet Animal Collective before I die.

26. I build up moments in my head.

25. Looking at the starts isn't a bad thing.

24. Advertisement is getting a little rediculous.

23. Making fun of things is the fun in life.

22. We're running out of things to save us.

21. My family recently invented a drinking game.

20. I believe in love, but lately it's been absent.

19. The Justice System doesn't really work all that great.

18. I ask questions when I don't need to.

17. I have an Andrew Bird song stuck in my head.

16. Some days I'm ready to high tail it out of here, other days I'm almost content.

15. Spiritual experiences over rule all lies.

14. I am becoming a recluse at Kettering.

13. I will make documentaries, pay or no pay.

12. I just learned how to put air in my tires.

11. I make a lot of wishes that I assume won't come true.

10. Across The Universe is probably one of the best musical movies ever to be made, along with Hair.

9. I feel like I am counting down to something.

8. I love my parents.

7. I don't particularly like wearing shoes.

6. I drive a mini van.

5. Something about Nancy Grace makes me tick.

4. I'm getting a little paranoid.

3. I dropped my phone in the toilet this summer.

2. Sometimes I'm speechless.

1. I'll see you on the dark side of the moon.

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Oct. 12th, 2008 | 07:20 pm

Well wouldn't early just be everything? It would just be darling, wouldn't it be? I'm sorry, I can't remember your name, you're the darling child of the darling parent, correct? Oh, yes, I thought that was you! Mmhm, I used a little more sugar than the recipe called for. Kids these days. My, oh my, sometimes I stir in my sleep thinking about what they will do with the world! And look at these place settings, aren't they just to die for? Kids these days. They don't want to do anything, they're so lazy! It must have been all that coke I snorted.

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Oct. 11th, 2008 | 01:24 pm


Want.

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Oct. 6th, 2008 | 05:00 pm


Going to Northville, hopefully never to return.

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Oct. 5th, 2008 | 12:14 pm


Consciousness killed the people. It doesn't matter, the world is going to end.

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On Sight

Oct. 4th, 2008 | 03:42 pm

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Oct. 2nd, 2008 | 12:10 am

I don't know, I'm just not myself anymore.

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Sep. 28th, 2008 | 08:09 pm

We went to IKEA today and I am now saving up to buy a lamp. After Emily dropped me off at home I decided it would be a good time to clean my car, as it was dark and about to storm. I pulled out all the ugly carpet my dad put in years ago, but can't vacuum up the dirty because our dust buster is mysteriously dead. I did find some interesting things though. Half a cookie, concert vouchers, amendment day book mark, part of my door lining, fabric spray, masking tape, and a copy of Real Detroit.
Needless to say, my car is clean.
Now I am ripping my walls down because I'm sick of them already.

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Sep. 28th, 2008 | 10:50 am

I don't want to be here.
Anywhere near here.
I am completely done with here

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Sep. 27th, 2008 | 12:20 pm

I love being old. I love knowing my way around freeways. I love Collin's apartment. I love college art students. I love getting away from Waterford. I love being almost 18. I love finally loosing my attachment to this town. I love Pongo. I love Home Depot.
The apartment was likeCollapse )

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